Well, recently I’m so confused as of what my heart really feels. I kindda HATE the fact that all of my crushes are already taken. The saddest part is he is making ME rethink that he MIGHT like me…
He often gives these mix signals and it is really hard to understand whether his feeling for me are genuine or not… He keeps on teasing me to almost all of the guys, specially this one guy. And there is this one time he told me “Cindy, can you look at me seriously on the eye, without laughing or smiling that you don’t like _____.”
I told him to stop teasing me to _____ most especially since he too has a girlfriend. and he answered back with “Married people break up, what more if they’re only girlfriend and boyfriends. There is just this one wall in-between the two of you and once its breaks then everything will be okay.” I was shocked as hell when I heard that! As if he was trying to justify his situation…
I’m scared, YES. I don’t want any riot in our office… But, as of right now, I personally think I’ll focus more on my career. I mustn’t fall in love with the likes of those people, who flirt when they already have a girlfriend.
I don’t want to cause any misunderstanding with anyone… I’m trying to stay in a different hub in our office but he keeps on going to the room I’m staying in saying that why am I there? etc… etc… I mean come on can I get any peace around here?!
One time we where joking with each other about ____ and I told him that I’ll be giving this to ____ because he helped me a lot yesterday. He answered back saying: “Don’t I ever help you?” I chuckled since HE does help me a lot but I pretend not to notice his efforts. But since ____ was absent at that time so I told him that I’m going to give him that chocolate and he ansered back with “I don’t want it! I’m never an option, I’m always the priority. WELL!!!! SAME GOES FOR HIM!!!! I’M SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!!! AGH!!!! WHY IS HE SUCH A FLIRT!!! CAN HE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE SINCE HE CAN’T DECIDE HIS PRIORITY!!!
Okay, that was really off. I got angry midway… My bad. I won’t care anymore if he gets angry with me staying in a different workstation, I need to FOCUS not about myself but also at work. I have so many dreams that I want to accomplish. Love can be an inspiration and a distraction, and now, its a distracting my peace and my goals in accomplishing my dreams.
YAY! achievement unlock! today they showed my work on air!~ WOOOO! Thank you God! I’m so Blessed and happy!!! I love my job and most especially all the people there~~ I’m truly blessed everyday~~
I just got my ID today!!! YAY! HAPPINESS!!!~ Counting the days to receive my REAL ID! lol! This post is confusing, I know. I’ll explain it some other day. God works BEST on his own pace and time.
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SHALL WE DATE DESTINY NINJA : HjkptUtvae
SHALL WE DATE MY SWEET PRINCE : dzLSg1Qt6
CONTRACT MARRIAGE : BKMFQ8
VAMPIRE DARLING: JhHfDb
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